Here we are…… week 3 of MKMMA
and its been a tough week for me, i guess my old blueprint is kicking heavily at the changes? And boy, would it not just be so easy to give in and just continue on old paths? Yes But I have to ask myself this? MYSELF nobody else has the answer? Right? ‘do I not daily say load the words ‘ I always keep my promises!” Yes, daily indeed. And the scroll from Og Mandino ‘s ‘ ‘Greatest Salesman’ slow but sure, a new habit is forming, Reading the values, the Master Keys, the scroll, my DMP – all and i realize, YES! persevere, push forward, fight harder against old habits and the old blueprint – It WILL be worth it.
And the biggest challenge of the week? Getting to calm and getting to ‘silence the mind’ Very challenging, still not there…… the thoughts jump all over, i pull them back, a fight against the conscious, against the old blueprint trying to seduce me to giving in or giving up? But I stayed strong……I WANT to succeed, I want to be able to get to the Total Silence the one termed “silence is golden” and I keep my Promises? i’m saying this aloud daily?, Now keep it then – so I sit and I focus and eventually it is quiet – albeit only a short while, but it felt like eternity? the old blueprint wants to interfere, want to mock me, wants to challenge me back into old ways! But I’m stronger every day , than the day before.
i’m getting to enjoy the journey, I realize this I made the commitment, when the sabotage thoughts come up, i just repeat to myself I have integrity, i keep my promises! and i get to silence again…….
Interesting journey indeed, but I WANT the end result. and Gratitude at the opportunity floods over me and again I am calm…..quiet…..for short space of time! Do it Now Do it Now Do it now……..